Saturday, September 12, 2009

At last, i had gathered enough guts to tell you how i feel.
Let me just say, your replies caught me off guard.
Initially, i was naive enough to think that i still had hope.
But hell, was i wrong.
Stopped the act of vulnerability, and became straight forward instead.
You never replied that message of mine, so does it mean that i am right?
Regarding that incident, you constantly push the blame to me everytime it's mentioned.
Have you ever thought of the possibility that perhaps it's your fault too?
Think about it.
The problem doesn't completely lie in me.

I can't help but to miss the times when we were friends, close friends.
Then all this crap happened and ruined everything.
I understand we can't be like how we were before, no matter how much i long for it.
Even being friends, it's hard enough.
I won't say anything about this anymore.
I'll leave the decision of whether to continue talking to you.

I'm moving on, for real this time.